THE WORST

yesterday was the worst day i can remember so far....i guess the Taxol is cumulative....
i've never had such pain and my legs are really weak. .. i barely got up to eat... and then didn't eat much...
today isn't much better..... still a lot of pain and now i'm loopy from all the pain pills....
as they say....it ain't over till it's over....
i sure wish i could have a good day....