PAIN TRAIN

i wish i could get off this pain train but so far it just keeps rolling along.....
i'm trying to dance and it hurts like hell with the joint pain....the rheumatologist upped the prednisone dose but i hate taking more as it's hell on the immune system and very dangerous in terms of breaking bones...
he sent me for some more blood tsts to see if the PMR is flaring or is the pain a result of the the cancer drug Arimidex...i think it's the latter and i have to take it for 5 years.....
i've noticed my knees are in worse shape and my hips and back are very painful
an then there's the damn lymphedema swelling....
i want my life back..... so far it's not in sight.....