more trauma

the biopsy has been postponed because of "an abnormal" EKG ....
my internist called today with that news which of course caused a huge meltdown....i was scared enough of the biopsy - now i'm scared about whatever an "abnormal" EKG can mean.....
she sent me for another EKG and tons of lab work this afternoon and will see me on Wed. to see if she can figure out what's going on....
the surgeon and anaesthegeologist won't do surgery if they see anything that is "abnormal"
It's been a day with lots of tears.....